i come to sch tgt w angela and eunice everyday yay :D




































during bio practical. we only had to take reading once every 4mins so in the meanwhile, i was bored haha






































































maybe you can figure out who is next to me in the photo but i shan't say who (cause she's embarrassed to be my lab partner hahah!)


















VALENTINES DAY IS COMING! :D one of my favorite times of the year cause i feel happy when i give presents haha. $.$ i should find something less money consuming thing that makes me happy though lol (: i told myself nt to spend so much this yr but i spent 50bucks so chocs and stuff alrd D: &saw those valentines day balloon so nice! (nt hinting okay-.-) but i felt like buying (for myself LOL) cause aft looking at it i felt happy :D hahaha-.-

I FEEL LIKE MAKING PINK CUPCAKES THIS YEAR! 8D

they're so pretty! (: i feel like i shouldnt be posting these cause then no matter how nice i make mine they'll look ugly in comparison now haha. looking for recipes at this moment :D but i dont know where to get some ingedients for all of them so i'll have to settle for something more basic i guess ):

vday's on sat so hv to give presents out on fri ): i rather it on a weekday! i've dont have a plan how i'm gna spend vday yet! but nt w jl for sure. that used to be a good thing but now its a bad thing cause means we're didnt get into nationals(again sigh)

i know all of us are so sick of working our ass off and getting nth time and time agn, some more than others. We werent lousy, and i can say we worked harder than most.(note the past tense) but in black and white, we didnt achieve anything, no different from the teams who just didnt give a damn. just because of circumstances, bad circumstances that always have to happen to us. things just cant seem to go right for us. its hard. so so hard. its not all your fault but those who wna leave, you guys must know giving up just makes us all wna give up too. whats a team w/o members? we used to face hardship together. now its easy for ya'll once you've choosen the escape route, but its making it much harder for us. ya'll leaving makes ever winning seem out of the question. then why push ourselves, wont win anyway right? so difficult to push tt kinda thoughts away. those who did try, thank you you're what keeps me going. i did try but i didnt gave it my all there were times i let all shit get to me too. sorry juniors, we've let yr down. we terrible seniors, &the good thing we seem to be able to do for is showing yr not to follow our footsteps or it'll end up like this. nt continuing nxt year lets our senior down. so while people hv 20+ ppl to choose 12players, we may only hv 8(or less :/). letting others down, is tt the only thing we wanna be remembered for as being good at? ):

why did it all have to be so suay in the first place. cldnt things just go our way?



















thanks jnrs (:

and seniors hv been trying to help us alot too ty!(: i&snrs its nt yr fault as you say. &despite all this we all still do enjoy basketball (: